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I'm lazy today. So here's another sneak peek. I was going to colour it but got tired. Got a few more pages done and wrote a little on the script. I was to update the website then realized that despite having done little else but draw, I still have no new material. Weird.

Getting stuff done


(No idk why I spelled metaphor with tow r:s)

This here is a little sneak peek of one of my own bearfighter projects, the one called SW, which I actually got to work on (finally). I have two modest pages so far but. I am writing a script aaaand... working on the secret projects (two of which are done). Waiting for my internet to get repaired.


I got a web hotel for my website, finally, and Kellie was gonna see if she could make it so that I can update it myself. This will be neat. I wasn't intending to draw yesterday so it just kind of happened. Uh. Otherwise I don't have much to tell you. I spend a lot of time reading comic books an drawing.
Considered buying some paint. To branch out, you know. But we'll see. So many mediums, so little time in a day.

Okay, bad at updating

But not a terrible lot has been going on. I've been very busy with my cosplay but now it's done so before I get started on anything new I can summarize what I've done so far, besides that.

Well. Not a lot. I can't really talk about most of it because two of my projects are secret but I'm gonna devote a lot of my time to those now. I can tell you more about it when it's done. Other than that my own Bear Fighter projects haven't had any attention from me but I was thinking of putting an hour or so aside each day for them, as well.

I dunno whether AJ should get my attention, I kind of rekindled my inspiration for it when browsing through the pages I've done so far. Otherwise I'm thinking of doing this other project, let's call it SW, but it lacks a coherent story right now. I have a bunch of ideas but Kellie and I agreed I should work on two at a time and AJ has a slot already. So I'll have to look through my stuff and decide.

But I think I'm going with SW because it's taken up a lot of my thoughts the past... five years. Okay, so maybe it's time SW got the attention it craves.

Other'n that. Uhm. I have lots to practice and dunno where to start. As usual. I... should definitely write more. You know, these hobbies don't sound like they take up a lot of time but they do. One good picture can take many hours and a chapter, depending on how inspired you are, around 3 hours or more. A page with panels takes even longer. I was also thinking of making a bag since I have some fabric over from the cosplay.

Competed three times this winter. Woah. Uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh... I'm not very interesting, really. I had school that required a lot of my time and mind and now work requires a lot of energy and time. When I get home I usually end up comatose on the couch and for that reason a lot of things have not been done.

I also have like 40 comics to read and my concentration is so horrible and my reading fixation is just really slowing me down so that takes a lot of time as well. It's kind of frustrating because I used to read lots of comics each night before and now I feel like I climbed a damn mountain if I read one. So obviously I'll devote a lot of time to reshape my behavioural pattern around reading.

But. Yeah.
Work on projects 1 and 2 first and foremost.
Read, write and then work on AJ and / or SW at least 1 hour a day, respectively.
There ya have it, folks.

Another one of the numerous plans I always end up ignoring.

all these thoughts

Where do you put them all? In a blog where they don't fit? In a corner where they're secret and building up just as much? Try to write it down and gain control of them, but it's no use if it's just you and the paper because then they're just bouncing around in a bigger area. Don't watch your step they might hit you in the head someday.
Sometimes I forget. Sometimes I remember. I don't know which is the most bothersome.

I'm indecisive and disorganized; tired and disappointed. Confused. Frightened, too, I suppose.
But that's how it is. It's a hill and you climb. It's always a climb. The view's worth it, they say. I say. Sometimes though, sometimes your knees hurt and your shoes are ugly and mismatched and it makes one stop and think. I think thinking about things too much might be one of the worst things one can do.
Especially when you follow it with inaction.
Life is locomotion, Mrs. Allen said.