Brain maps should be sold.
Every time I'm on the subway now I wonder if people think I'm insane. They look like they think I'm insane. Though I'm pretty sure I met a real deal crazy guy last night.
You know that wide eyed, about-to-pop-out-of-the-sockets, tiny pupil, gon'murderyou crazy stare? Yeah, I got that. Fucking twice. By this huuuuge guy and... I wasn't even looking at him, at first, maybe something in the ceiling and he just goes Joker eyes on me. A while later he looks at me again with that same look in his eyes and that time I had been staring at my own damn hands.
He is going to fucking murder me.
So, yeah. I've been working a lot and sleeping little so I haven't drawn a lot. If... like. Anything. But I'm getting to it. This week looks pretty calm, although I have to study like an idiot because I kind of dropped everything and it's time to catch up. Self-discipline, where are yooooou?
In any case I've mostly been writing. Was a loooong time since I sat down and put some effort into it, and it's great to feel that kind of inspiration. I dunno. It's crazy and I'm tired and I dunno. I just have to pull myself together and then get it all going again.
I spent like, all night - which was all that was left because I practically fell asleep as soon as I got home - making ringtones and text message tones for my new cell. So now I want you all to go crazy so I can hear the tones many, many times. Like, I may never pick up the phone ever again because my tone is too awesome.
I even kinda dreamt about that sound editing program.
Oh yeah! Seems like most people were excited about my superhero avatar thing. So now when I have a part of the DCU in my contact list, communicating is a lot more fun. I tried to base most of the decisions on personality -- F is a creepy, creepy person so she got to be The Creeper -- Kellie is ditzy and loud but BAMF at what she does, so she got to be Miss Martian -- etc. But I still have a lot more to fill.
But yah. That's all from the bear fighting world right now. Time to go kick some grizzlies in the snout.
