I don't really know what the hell I'm saying right now. It's 1 am, I'm stressed out of my skull, I'm tired, I'm hungry. But I always regarded fandom to be a place where you were supposed to be welcomed, where you were supposed to be kind of safe and among kindred spirits. Sure, you may not share the same views, but you solve that by simply ignoring the person. But of course not. People are people and as such, most of them will be douchebags.

And I fucking hate it because there is no fucking reason to be that rude. And it pisses me off that I care so much but soooorryyy if I come off as I do. But you don't know the fucking story. You don't know me, you don't know my goddamn reasoning and you have no right to patronize me. Shit, I don't know why I'm even... this is pointless, but I need to vent.

So sorry if I freak out like a mountain ogre when something threatens something I love very much. I'm sorry that things that are important to me are - you know - important to me. I'm just... I'm speechless. I am never ever fucking speechless. And I just. Wow. I've... I never take it personally when people I don't even fucing know are rude to me. I mean, I don't care but this... This actually kind of hurts.

And maybe I'm silly or stupid or pathetic or I don't even fucking know, any degoratory adjective you can think of. Fine. I just care a lot, and I freak. I'm a passionate person, I'm enthusiastic and my mind... You should come visit sometime because if there is one thin I can do, it is imagine the worst case scenario and freak about it. Because I like to be prepared.

All I wanted was some goddamn civilized fucking discussion. Not a childish fucking ambush. Not a planned set-up for maximum hurt-effect, you fucking bastard. I'm just... I'm sorry. I don't even know. I don't even fucking know.

I don't appreciate assholes. Not here. Not now not ever about this. And the worst part is I can't even defend myself because I'm going to sound like... well, now. And I do not want to fight with you because unlike you I am not a fucking douchebag. I do not want to disturb a place where I feel like I can connect with people, like I have something in common with them.

So. So just... Just fuck you. Anonymously. With a goddamn fucking cactus farm.

There. That's my rant. Have a nice day, you bastard.